I had to find a way of dealing with not starting matches, but when you don't play and you're surrounded by players who do, the negativity comes.
Something which is easy for me to give is money. I feel detached from it. I look after myself and my family but I won't forget people who struggle. My father lives in Senegal. They are from the smaller villages and know how to distribute money to people who need it.
I've played football since I was seven - but loved basketball. Cire, who is one of six brothers, always played in the top two divisions in France. At the age of 15, I started having football trials. And, when I compared myself to other players, I thought, 'why them and not me?'
Even if Sadio comes and tells me that he's better than Messi, I'd slap him in his face and tell him 'shut up boy, sit down!' But in 2019, in my perspective, he had a better season.
I know there are footballers who want to fight for justice, whether Muslim, Buddhist, Christian, any belief.
When you retire, no-one remembers that you finished in the top four. They remember you won a trophy.
It's really important to score for a new club early on; when you come in and score right away you feel much better.
Sometimes people have a Plan A and a Plan B. But, as far as I'm concerned, I have just had a Plan A.