I gave up everything and nearly became a farmer, walking around in headscarf and wellies for 10 years to find my confidence again.
I go through phases with money. I'll spend it liberally and then I'll panic and won't spend anything.
She used to drive me to clubs for engagements and when I was 16 I got a job presenting a TV show in Newcastle. My mum didn't really like driving, but she carried on. Once I remember we got stuck in a snow storm, but she carried on to get me there in time. She was an amazing, incredible person.
I was fortunate enough to meet Aretha Franklin but I was so overwhelmed that I just burst out crying.
I like to tinkle at my piano when I'm working out a new song - I just put my fingers down and see what comes out.