I have been obsessed with the local cultures during my previous trips to the likes of Korea Republic, Japan, Malaysia, Thailand and Chinese Hong Kong and Macau.
It seems that Gerard Houllier did not appreciate my personality. It bothers him to have someone around who could stand up to him.
With hindsight, if you want to play for Real Madrid, sacrifices need to be made but I was too young to understand. There are things I shouldn't have said or done. It was early in my career, maybe too early. I didn't know it was the only Champions League I'd win, for example.
I don't care about wages or fees, I just want to improve my football, which is a side to me that the fans aren't aware of.
I am a simple person, I try to do my best on the pitch and do nothing wrong both on and off the pitch.
Sometimes to rest, even to watch your team-mates from the bench, is not too bad. It is part of the game and you try to be fresh when you come on the pitch.
When the chance came to join a great club like Liverpool, I weighed up my options and it was obviously the best move for me.