My approach to games is much better and I am going into games with the right preparation and I am more relaxed, rather than thinking about things too much.
In my living room I always used to tell my mum 'one day I'll score for Everton' and when that happened it was unbelievable for me.
Mum used to have my sister to look after, so I had to make my own way to training. I would get a bus to town and another one to Netherton. It would take about an hour.
When I was younger I just used to get the ball and take on all the players because I was bigger and stronger. You cannot do that in the Premier League. You are playing against men.