The rule is you don't play very long in this league. So you make the most out of it and you have to look at yourself in that fashion.
A lot of times people say they want a fresh start, but you can't really have a fresh start because it doesn't happen that way.
I know the Chargers made mistakes, but I made a bunch of mistakes myself, and I've got to take responsibility for that.
When I retired, I took my money from the financial planner and proceeded to present the front that everything was fine. I had to pretend I still made $5 million a year.
Football is just a game. Everybody takes it so much more seriously than it is, but there are many more important things in my life.
When I came into the NFL, there were three things that were very important to me: money, power and prestige. I was powerful now because I was a famous athlete. I had prestige because I was doing what everybody wanted to do. And I had a lot of money.
When I bought my first house I had all these red flags on my credit report because I bounced a bunch of checks to places like Pizza Hut and stuff like that for $13 or $15 because I was trying to feed my O-linemen.