I have never known what it feels like to wake up in the morning full of the joys of spring, and wander through the day feeling capable of coping.
Acting is a subtle combination of hiding and revealing yourself, and as I'm not an extrovert, this is painful for me.
I'm not very good at watching myself. I look at it and I think, 'Oh, they've used the wrong take.' My job is over and it's not healthy to sit there and scrutinize your work as you're invariably unhappy!
I don't search it out - I really want to be clear, I don't search out the misery! I'm not sitting at home going, 'I can't wait to do another harrowing piece of work.'
I own a copy of the original 'Talking Heads' by Alan Bennett, which I purchased many years ago shortly after they were first broadcast. It's been lovingly well-thumbed over the years. They are magnificent. A masterpiece.
There's some truth that roles for older women are harder to come by, but it's wrong for actors to monopolise the ageist thing.