You know when you go into a room there's always somebody that thinks they're better than somebody else.
When you get to my age, 59, the thought of getting the Latin dress and the Latin shoes on is a bit worrying. Your heart and your mind is always willing, but sometimes your body just says What are you doing?!'
I've been in an industry of glitz since I was a little girl. I'm always going to love to wear eveningwear and eyelashes.
As a child I was always busy, always throwing myself into something, whether it was the Brownies or a play at school.
I think I was always driven because I came from absolutely nothing. I was that piece of rubbish from a block of flats on a council estate.
My hairdresser Alan, who I've known since I began competing, lives with us, along with his husband Nathan, so I have my own gay gaggle.
One of the things people learn with me is I don't need to pull someone else down to build myself up, and I will live and die by that rule.
Don't do what I did and think you need to have these procedures to make you look more attractive. Don't look at the implant and think it will make you beautiful and everyone will really love you.
A tradition I have on Christmas morning - my son has always been the one that cooks the breakfast and I am always the one in the evening attempting to cook the beautiful Christmas dinner. And during the day we just have a nice snore, a nice relax and watch a movie.