You never have an indifferent feeling after an audition. It's either gone really well or really terribly.
When I was going through puberty, I had all these feelings of being unstable through those years, and being uncontrollably drawn to things of beauty and things that are bad.
The feelings and reaction of the fans goes with the territory and if you're not prepared for that then one should not get involved.
Most of the time, I see what I see, I search my feelings, and then I make my decisions based on my gut - and I don't always make the right ones.
As I got older and started moving up the ranking, the matches got more important, and my emotions ratcheted up. I guess I hid my real feelings behind the anger.
When EA acquired Bullfrog there were, like, 35 people, and within nine months there were 200. And any feeling of culture and inventiveness was diluted by that.
If you love animals and you care for them... don't wear them, because they have feelings and personalities just like humans do.