I have changed quite a lot since I came to Milan and I think I have become a more all-round footballer.
There are times in the career of every young English footballer when they simply need to take their chance to establish themselves.
I started out in Scotland, not as a footballer of any note, and I didn't play to draw the attention of people abroad.
I just loved kicking a ball but I was determined to be a footballer and I wanted a professional contract, I would go to any professional club to get one. From 15, all I wanted was to be a footballer.