I played a lot of games at a young age and I feel like I'm an older player in the side now. I communicate a lot more on the pitch and in the training room now.
I've added a bit more composure on the ball and defensively got a bit cuter and improved in one-on-ones.
I've got a defensive responsibility as well as trying to get goals and assists. I'm trying to do that.
Now and again there are a few cookies going around the training ground. If we have played a game I can afford to have one.
Chelsea are always competing to win things and that was my thought to push myself and reach a new level.
It was when I came back from Leeds that things started to change. I went from being a kid to having to man up and going into a man's game.
You can never stop learning in football and I'm always trying to take little things on board that other players do.
You play football to enjoy the game and the manager wants to be happy on the sidelines watching unbelievable football.
I feel I'm a player who entertains and gets people on the edge of their seats, as well as trying to be a game-changer who can win a game for the team.